Day 2

It's been a horrible day for me. Fever wouldn't go away, got overwhelmed, mostly confused by the NIH proposal instructions, felt increasingly isolated, then late afternoon my usual post breakup syndrome hit me and i had to run home, only to find that my ex took his stuff out of my house, while i wasn't home... Well at least I made a little progress on the draft. A recent deadline is Thursday, when I go meet my boss, I need to show him my draft. So for tomorrow, pretty much the same goals as today
1) draft proposal
2) that 3 papers
3) methods
but perhaps the most difficult thing I need to learn right now is not to get rushed by my emotions again, learn to be patient and think about what I really want. I broke up with him 3 times before and each time i talked to him first and then he talked me out of it; but when he took no time to break up with me, I feel I have absolutely no control over it. I know I need to learn to be patient, it's actually one of the big goals coming up next, but looks like it's hitting me early!
so 4) be patient and clear my head!